Re: Through the dark 10th June 2010
I move forward day by day
To all that it presents
With hope that all will prevail
In each moment I exist
To the next and next and next
Trying to recognise each heartbeat of all those around
Whilst ever healing myself in the only ways I know
It's here, it's gone
It's here, it stays
I uncover the light
Bury the dark
Gasp for for air
Rise above the muck
Grow beyond
Seek the love within my heart
Awkwardly let them know
Let it show
Trying to make my mind and soul fit
Make the intricate and complex balance
In the haze of family life
In a way that works for me and them
Night by night I am getting there
Most days awaking with fresh hope
Some days don't move
Won't move
I will push them aside for the next
So that there is a tomorrow and beyond
And that love may live and grow
That my heart may heal
That my being may warm once more
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Clear daylight overhead
Beats quietly in my heart
As the time will ease the phantoms
Of lost thoughts and movement
That which can no longer be grasped
And of reminders that should be forgotten
To live ahead of tomorrow
In hope and in happiness
Alight with peace
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Now with peace and quiet
The nothing is so silent
I turn to embrace it with wonder
Nothing to hurt me
Nothing to tire me
The surrounds swirl around
With no meeting or end
Here I am
With no direction
No other purpose
Nothing to fight
Nothing to fear
Feeling the emptiness
Of life without battle
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leahcl
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