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Hilarious Prank...

Put a little bit of vegetable oil on the muffler. This will cause a huge amount of smoke coming off of the vehicle, and it will smell like a French fry...

wish u happy

ya friend i know ur feeling,we almost have the same mood,EM can receive our wishes,and he must wish us to be happy too, so why not ?i wish u can alter to be happy everyday.

when i was 15....

I got my first job working as hello kitty. I'd get there early in the morning, and my older cousin and her friends that worked there helped me put on the hello kitty hands, feet, dress, and head. It was fun! I told cali i felt like a celebrity b4 eminem came along back then. haha (except he's a real celebrity, and i was a fake celebrity. haha ;))I got my picture taken, hugs, cat calls, flirted at..stuff like that. Those were the days.... oh yeah, and I signed autographs too! seriously! LoL ;)

my thoughts on something...

Some one once commented on here that Eminem doesn't like people to look at him...and he points them 2 the nearest restroom..I could be wrong, but em doesn't strike me as that kind of guy. I have a funny theory though-I believe that Eminem is this cool guy to meet BUT i believe that he doesn't like people to get to close. Like He has His BUBBLE. A bubble is your personal, invisible boundaries, and only that person knows when you're in their bubble. If you step inside that person's bubble (cross that person's personal boundaries)-that pisses that person off because you've invaded their personal space. (jokes-points 2 temple-I'm smart. lol ;)) He strikes me as the kind of guy that doesn't like for people to get to close. That you can control, (laughs) but you can control people looking at you because people are going to look at you whether you want them to or not, and if you yell "Don't Look At ME!" Well, then you come across just lookin' like a weirdo. haha (laughs) or someone who needs to go to a mental institution or brighton or both. (haha) It's cool to have a bubble though-i have one. I also imagine Eminem as the kind of guy who doesn't like girls hanging all ove him (but then again i may be wrong about this one too) cause I think it's important for Eminem that the girls he meets to have some self respect. ya know? :) I can't wait til I get to meet Eminem someday. i think we'd have so much to talk about. Plus, I'm in Celebrate Recovery for anger management. I used to blow up and say/do things I regretted later so I'm learning to not be that kind of person anymore. It's going good. I'm in a 12 step group (like AA meetings for alcoholics) I also wonder what advice eminem would give me someday on anger management if i ever met him.... :)

sometimes i joke and say....

what would eminem do without me? haha U know I also stood up for him against GLAAD. I wrote them a letter back in 2003 defending Eminem to them. I'm glad that (hopefully) they've gotten off Em's back. (jokes) yeah, I told them b*****es to leave Eminem ALONE! haha ;) Nagh, I think it worked 1 reason because I conducted myself in a way that was professional as well as sincere in my way of going about it. I wrote to benzino and told him to leave eminem alone too. I let him have it about calling em a racist, I was like "look dude, he's signed with dre. he signed d12, obie trice, and 50-how u gonna call him racist? u stupid!" (In other words, I told benzino that if he were really racist, he wouldn't have signed with a black guy and he wouldn't have signed more than 1 black guy to his record label. As my pastor says, "Cee La-THINK!" I'm not prejudice, I'm just saying. It wouldn't make sense, ya know?(laughs-nagh, I didn't call benzino stupid..i doin't think..dude, that was all the way back in 2003-i don't remember. haha) anyways, that's all i gotta say... I'm out! Peace! ;)

U know what's really funny?

Alot of jokes EM made in his songs-like on the Marshall Mathers LP-people take it so literally and yet I know he's joking on songs like 'kill u'. One funny thing I wish Eminem would say in interviews (it'd be funny as hell but it's all true too) is that EVERYBODY in some form or another has joked and said the same thing in their songs. Like when parents joke and say "I'm gonna beat u upside the head" or people joke with babies and say "I'm gonna throw u away! i'm gonna throw u in the trashcan" and pretend to do it. (yes, people i know actually do and say these things. lol ;)) IT WILL PROBABLY OFFEND THEM MORE AND MAKE SOME PEOPLE MORE ANGRY WITH EMINEM BUT IT'S TRUE AND THAT'S WHAT MAKES IT EVEN FUNNIER. ;) I watched a 4 year old on the playground yesterday joke and say to some other 4 year olds "you're dead!" So when Eminem said 'you don't want to f*** with shady because shady will f***in kill u'-the 1st time I heard it-I laughed because it's funny. Do i think shady would really do that? No. but the way society is, it's funny hearing him say that, ya know? Just like when someone gets mad (or you'll hear many women say to men who annoy them-'boy, i'll kill u!' EVEN My Mom knows that this sh** ain't literal, and she's not even an Eminem fan. LoL but she's smart enough to know that just because she may joke around and say these things-that doesn't mean that she's going to actually do that-and I'm glad that I caught on to this about Eminem. LoL ;) **so to those people who take Em's sh** so literal-boo yah! a way to throw it back in their face! haha ;)

my sick (awesome) eminem tracklist-that I'd make up-the best of eminem. lol :)

someone asked if we eminem fans could make up a cd of what we would consider the best of eminem-what would it be. I was thinking about it and here's mine: :D 1. my name is 2.forgot about dre 3.business 4.square dance 5. The Way i am 6.White America 6.Welcome to Detroit (with Trick Trick) 7.solder 8.Til I collapse 9.Criminal10. I'm back 11.Crazy in love 12.Rabbit Run 13.lose yourself 14.lady (with obie trice) 15.same song and dance 16.so bad 17.won't back down 18.not afraid 19. no love 21. 25 to life 22. love the way you lie pretty dope, huh? :) Thank God for itunes! I could make a cd like this if i really wanted to. I think i'll wait though. LoL ;) ps. I know I may be missing some, but these were the 1st ones to come to my mind. :)

I'm a dork...haha :)

I wanted to tell u i'm sorry about the 'getting laid' joke I left on your wall. It was very unchristiany of me, and I wanted to let you know that I was joking about the whole thing. It was one of those things that u say as a joke and it's funny at the moment (i don't know why-guy humor, i suppose, though i'm not a guy, i promise you. haha) and then you wonder if you should have said it later...hopefully, you caught on to it, but I wanted to say that I was asking that question as a joke and to be funny. I really don't care whether he did or not, and don't what to know, and know that it's non of my business, ya know? I was just trying to make a funny-haha (laughs) I'm a dork. I'm silly sometimes, if you hadn't noticed. (laughs) ok, that's all. have a nice day! I do hope he had a nice birthday though. I hope it was one he remembers gladly. ;)

I asked Cali what he thought Em might be doing 4 his birthday?

I wondered if we both wondered...whatever he did, I hope he had fun though and a good time. Then, I joked with Cali and said "do you think he got laid?" haha(laughs) I'm thinkin he probably did-I don't see why not...haha (laughs) ;) All in good humor, man. :) It is true though-we'll never know..it remains a mystery..LoL :) but I'd still b happy 4 him if he did...u know...get a good roll in the hay (get laid)...haha (laughs) all in good humor-all in good fun. I love him no matter what. I think I may piss him off from time to time, but I hold a special place for him in my heart. I love Eminem! ;)

my bad...

It's called "Rap NAME" not "Rap GAME" (laughs) I got the 2 mixed up...haha ;) also it's called "DON'T Come Down" not 'come down" but u knew what i was talkin' 'bout, right? LoL :) I also listened to the beginning of 'hoodrats' again-that's hilarious! That beginning part where that lady's screaming "obie!" that part cracks me up every time! It's funny! :)

'Got teeth?' was corny, but Eminem did a good job producing 'Cheers' :)

I wish 'rap game' got more publicized from obie trice-and was seen as his 1st single than rap game. I hope the cd Cheers when it came out. I liked it! I think Eminem did a good job on that cd! I liked alot of songs on there like "lady", "hands on you" "come down", "hoodrats" and the last track on the cd where obie trice is rapping with d12. (See-proof that i did by the cd. LoL) Obie trice is one of my favorite rappers! Although I wished he wouldn't have talked about sex so much in songs like 'lady' and 'hands on you' I still think he did his thing on the cd and rapped well. I like the way he raps because he's got his own style and flow. I liked the video for 'rap game' too-it's one of my fav. videos, and I think it's hilarious! Good thing i wasn't like that when I was taking my driving test. LoL Btw, although I think 50 is a great and cool rapper, I still like Obie as much as I do 50. LoL ;) "Got Teeth?" was just corny though...LoL If I met Eminem I'd want to say to him about that-"Em, I love you. I think you're a great rapper, but seriously do (says half jokingly) what were you thinking putting 'got teeth?' as obie's 1st single? Other than that, Cheers was off the chain!" Eminem did a great job producing this cd, in my opinion. :) aight, that's all i'm gonna say on that. Thanks 4 listening! :)

pain in my heart

Hey, I got to talk to you about something. I know u won't answer, but I got to tell u anyways...I love Eminem. I admire him and respect him, but I got this pain in my heart. When I was younger, I lived in this fantasy where I believed that I met Eminem and we became good friends and built up this fantasy world of me and him together, but the truth is-I never met the guy. I've never talked to him. I've wrote to him only to never get a letter back from him. It's like this whole thing with him and me is just one big fantasy, and then I hear about all these other girls he's been with, and he jokes about his self-esteem being hurt-well, mine's hurt when I hear about him and his other girlfriends, but I can't blame him because they get to be with him and i don't. They get to be everything I'm not but want to be with him, and the idea of me and eminem only lives inside my imagination, and to be honest, when I get my head out of the clouds and into reality, reality hurts because Eminem prob. doesn't have a clue as to who I am and I'm probably seen as some crazy girl stan-ette fan of his who won't leave him the heck alone. So for his sake and mine, i think i need to just leave him alone. I'm always going to be a fan of his and his music, but this crazy idea of wanting to be with him-it's not gonna happen. it never will. It's a book I need to close in my life. I want him to be happy, and I wish him the best, but I want to be happy 2, and I hope that someday he'll be able to understand this. I can't keep flop back and forth on a dream that won't come true, and it sucks that he'll only want me when i don't want him. I don't want or deserve a love like that. I already played that game in my life. We both deserve a love we can see everyday and to be with that special person that God has out there for us-I just need to wake and realize that that special person for Eminem is NOT ME. And I like the 'huggy bear, kissy face' phase-I like a guy that can show me that I'm loved and appreciated without having 2 go through the BS that comes with some guys and relationships. F the "play it cool" stuff with guys. I like when a guy shows me that he cares about me and wants to spend time with me. But this imagination of the thought of me and em is taking it's toll on me-but mostly, it's taking its toll on my heart. I want Eminem 2 B Happy, but I want to be happy 2, ya know? and this setup ain't making me happy. Well, Recovered, you're always a good listener! Thanks for listening to my delimma. Would u be in love with a fantasy?

hi

are really 90 years old !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U wanna hear something funny?

Reba McEntire's song "Turn on the Radio" makes me think of Eminem. haha (laughs) The first time I heard the lyrics to that song, I thought of Eminem singing to all those girls who did him wrong in the past. I thought about Eminem singing this song to them. It's a good, funny song if you ever hear it. I also wonder if Eminem's ever heard it, and if he did, if he'd laugh and think it was funny too. I wonder if he'd like the song? :) It's funny how the messages in songs can reach across all types of music. Same message just expressed differently by a different person. ;)

Things 2 Do 2 Avoid a Relapse-what I learned in Celebrate Recovery 2nite ;)

1. Do Not Depend on Your Own Self for Recovery-Don't Go About Recovering on your own. Stay in contact with your sponsor and accountability partner. The road to recovery is not meant to walk alone. Ask God 2 help keep u accountable. I learned tonight that sometimes it gets easy to get lax (or lazy) after you've gone through the recovery process, but they said tonight that you shouldn't quit what you're doing to help you recover. If u slack off and fall back into your old ways, there's a chance u could relapse, and we don't want that to happen... ;)(I'd tell Eminem the same thing. ;)) and that I'm his little cheerleader when it comes to this thing. haha :) Don't get prideful. Pride goes before destruction. Stay Humble so You Don't Stumble! ;) 2. Keep doing the steps to Recover. We'll be talking more about what to do to stay in recovery so we don't relapse in the future sessions, so i'll keep ya posted. k? I forgot the rest-mainly, don't be prideful, don't go about recovery on your own, don't get lazy with your recovery and fall back into your old ways. Oh! watch out for things that tempt u to go back to your old ways, and avoid those things. And Keep to the Steps in your recovery. I'm also sorry 4 being a pestulant to u, but since you are 'recovered' i thought you'd find these tips 2 b helpful (hopefully) and if ever, i talked to Eminem-I'd tell him the same thing i told u and that i'm his little cheerleader and i support him in his recovery! that's all! thanks and have a good night! :)

i'd love 2 hear from you someday.. :)

I'd love to have a conversation with u someday..at this point, just to see what u would say... maybe u don't get on that often, that's prob. why we never chat, huh? (laughs) or maybe you're just waiting 4 me to leave u the heck alone, right? lol alright, i will 1 day. just as soon as i get to hear from u, promise. u know what u remind me of? u remind me of what of those london soldiers with the the big black hats on that are living but never move and never speak..and bless your heart, i'm one of those people that keeps pestering you until i see u do something...(laughs) I guess it's just the shady in me...haha I watch old eminem interviews and get ideas..haha just kidding! :) I just want 2 try one more thing and see what happens or what u will do...u ready? boogity boogity boogity Boo! did u move? LoL :) k that's all! have a nice day! :) ps. it's all in love, homie, all in love. I'm just kidding around with ya! I don't take myself 2 seriously ;)

this M&M figurine I saw at work...

How are you? I'm good. I sent Eminem a card for his birthday a couple days ago. He should get it in New York. ;) Also, there's this funny thing I meant 2 tell you... one of the girls i work with has a big blue M&M figurine dribbling a basketball on his hand-I thought of Eminem when I saw it. I said to myself, "that's so EM..." haha :) I got 2 get a pic and post it up here one of these days. I asked her where she got it, and she said that one of the teachers that was leaving gave it to her. Lucky girl! :) but yup! that's my M. (laughs-not really) I know how much he loves playing basketball...I looked at that figurine and thought.."that's so eminem..." lol ;)

hey :)

I had the interview today. It went well. She said that she thought I was dedicated (among other things) so that's good. She said there's a spot where she thinks she might want to place me, but right now nothing's really available at the moment,but if a position opens up she told me that she'd let me know. :) Work was aight. :) I kept going round saying to everybody 'I can't believe it's October already!?!' I love the fall season though-it's my favorite! plus, em's birthday's just around the corner-16 more days i think. he was born the same day as my fav. aunt. I think both him and her are pretty cool people-though i never met eminem-he seems like a pretty cool guy.:) k-so that's all i got 2 say. Interview was a success! :)

WoW! Hey, I got good news!! :)

I'm SO sorry for taking over your wall space like this...i'm also sorry about the last message i left you. It ain't your fault, it was those stupid livestream peoples fault...anywho, I got to see parts of the concert afterwards. It looked AWESOME! God, I wish I could have been there. Anyone who got to go is So Lucky! :) Also, guess what? Interview back on! The lady called me back 2day to reschedule another interview-yay! I hope things go better this time around..also, i'd love to hear from U sometimes. The way things are going lately between us I feel like I'm "talkin 2 myself". I'd like to hear from u 2 if that's alright. From what I saw, EM ROCKED the Epicenter! At first, I understood about EM not wanting 2 go on tour, but now I'm like "shit, EM, COME TO ATLANTA!" LoL I'd LOVE 2 C EMINEM come HERE! Hell, I want 2 meet Eminem someday-it's on my bucket list. (haha) Meet Eminem b4 I die. LoL ;) PS. I really am sorry for taking over your board... maybe if u wrote 2 me more, this wouldn't happen..LoL ;) Also, please wish me luck on friday 4 my interview, k? thanks! :)

No seeing eminem perform tonight.....

Well, I thought I had a free chance to see eminem perform tonight on my computer, but it looks like that ain't happening..instead i get to see 1hr 30 min recap of some band i don't care about watching..what the f*** is up with those people? What good is livestream if u can't see the person u wanted to see perform? if all u get is a stupid recap. I know why they did it, and yeah the people there are pretty damn lucky and yeah they probably paid the money to see it, but damn...i really wanted to see em perform tonight..and not only is it a big letdown 4 me as a fan-it pisses me off 2. who the f*** came up with that idea? That's a big LetDown for me as a fan-in other words, i'm pretty damn disappointed now. I was so excited about it and bragged about it for nuthin'..I may not have paid but i stayed up and waited for nuthin...f*** it, I'm going 2 bed. I can't look or think about eminem right now without being disappointed....

I don't care how long i gotta wait-i'm stayin up 2 watch eminem perform at tha epicenter! LoL :)

I found this website where i can watch the concert live 4 free. yay! It's like a front row view there 2! :) I prayed for eminem 2day 2-like hours ago-7:35 where i'm at. ;) am.tv/swf/4/viewer.294.swf?&cid=1/5747395&vrsl=c.4.451&cdngw=86004;234462;533582;593716;1196564;1517932;1600110;1887058;1912160;1936474;2013461;2939037;2939081;3719622

U know what song i sometimes get in my head?

"that's why they call slim shady...i'm back...i'm back.."LoL ;) I love that song-especially the chorus! LoL I walked around having that chorus in my head 2day. I wonder if Eminem still performs that song at his concerts...LoL That song's awesome! I love singing that part! LoL :)

the reason behind why i've never done drugs...lol :)

Back in 1995, when I was in the 5th grade, we had those D.A.R.E people come 2our school and talk to us about not doing drugs.. well, towards the end of the program, they did this contest about inspiring others to not do drugs as well, and put it on this blank license plate and write about it. I don't know why, but I decided to write a rap about it. My word was NonUser so I wrote a rap poem about being a nonuser and not doing drugs. I don't remember what I wrote to this day (God knows i wish i did) but I ended up winning. Out of all of the kids at my elementary school, I ended up winning and getting a gold medal with the D.A.R.E emblem on it for my little rap poem. I thought that was pretty cool so after that I decided never to do drugs and haven't since. I also have never had-and hope to never have-the desire to try drugs either. :) Pretty cool about the rap poem, huh? :) U ever heard of the D.A.R.E. program-they used to come 2 schools and talk to kids about the dangers of doing drugs. I wonder if they still have my poem on file somewhere. It'd be pretty cool if they did. :)

man, have i got a story for you...(laughs)

okay, as i was coming downstairs, i was in such a big hurry-i was running down the stairs. well, i lost my balance, slipped in the tights (pantyhose) i was wearing, and ended up sliding down the rest of the stairs landing on my behind. I think I may have bruised my tail bone because since that happened it's been hurting-from the interview to work to back home again. I'm like an old lady now-it's hard 4 me to sit down cause it hurts that bad.. well, not only that-I got to my interview at 11AM. The director was in a meeting, and the meeting wasn't until 11:30 so I sat there and waited...and waited...and waited.. I kid u not-I ended up waiting til about 12 O'clock. LoL Well, I wasn't sure how long the meeting was going 2 last so I told the receptionist to tell her that I understood that she was in a meeting and asked to reschedule. So, that's been some of my day. All in all I 'busted my ass' for nothing...hahaha get it? LoL ;) If I ever get to meet eminem, 1 of the questions i want 2 ask him is-what is the etiquette of waiting in those type of circumstances? like if you wait at least 30 minutes over the time u were supposed to be there, will the potential employer understand if you leave and ask to reschedule? I want 2 ask him because I know that he is an employer and he could probably give me a good employer's perspective..LoL :)

hey,guess what?

I got a job interview 2day 4 a new job->a 2nd job. :) wish me luck! lol :)

Apple Ridge Apartments

I like these apartments, and this is the one I'm thinking about moving into..nothing real fancy, just a nice 1bed/1bath apartment, ya know? I saw the walkthrough, and I like this one! it's cute and small-it'll just b me so i don't need 2 much space, ya know? lol :) Oh, and it's located in Grand Rapids, MI. I have no idea where that's at, but it sounds nice..LoL It's like I always say..."a girl can dream.." right? :)

guess what?

I know u don't ever reply to anything i tell u, but i'm so excited about this one! I've thought about it, and i'm going to move up to michigan someday! I find a nice apartment complex, and I've been looking at jobs up there, and one of these days I'm gonna do it! I think it'll probably be after I get my student loans and car paid off, but I want to do it someday...I want to pack up all my things and move up to michigan! I've lived in the place 4 so many years, and I'm ready for a change! what do u think? I also gotta save my money 2, but I found some nice reasonably priced apartments that i'm thinking bout moving into..and maybe i'll visit Gilbert's Lodge while I'm up there. LoL Whatever the case, i'm gonna do it! 4 me :)

I still think......

Eminem's the Greatest-no matter what anyone says. I'm proud of him, and I want to stay by his side til the very end. Others may talk sh** about him, but I like Eminem. I think he's got a great spirit about him, and he's a very talented songwriter, actor, rapper, producer, entertainer, person. :) He's one of my favorite people in the world, and though I may have my moments, in my heart, I'll always love him and be a fan of his no matter what. I'm still gonna be here 4 him. even if we can't see each other, i want him to know that he holds a special place in my heart and i'm still thinking of him. both relapse and recovery were good cds. I like them both. They're just 2 sides 2 him that's all. :) Thanks 3 listening! sorry it's so long. When I look up at the sky and c a star, i still think of him-say goes with airplanes and white ford expeditions. LoL ;)

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Hii

What Is...

What Up Doe!

hey! :)

yeahh, I know...it's me again... :) I was just stopping by 2 say hey and c what you've been up to... how come u never talk to me on here? i'd probably leave u alone less often if u did..LoL anyways, I hope all is going well for you. don't feel bad though-I tried to talk to Eminem too, and he won't talk to me either... he's probably just busy, that's all...or i probably annoy the hell out of both of u, which i don't mean to though..it's just i'd like to hear from both of you... and someday i may, right? :) anyways, have a good day and i'll talk 2 ya later, k? :)

sorry for being mean to haystack

i know these things weren't nice, christiany things to say to haystack, but my reason behind it is that i felt like he was being a bully to EM, even though i know Em could've handled him, I just wanted to help stick up for Em so that haystack would leave him alone. I care alot for Em, and it was hard 4 me to sit by and not do anything when this other rapper was trying to make a mockery on someone i care about. (jokes) dude had it comin' to him, so I just helped give him a piece of his own medicine. I think i also told him that he doesn't need to be causing em no trouble when he's got his own weight issues to worry about... It's the truth...lol shady bonnie, out. lol ;)

i think i scared the rapper haystack away...lol :)

I wish u were around when I defended Eminem against haystak. I don't know if u were or not..I didn't like how the rapper haystack was talking crap about Eminem in his songs, so I defended Em. I told Haystack that if fat joe and bubba sparx were to have a kid together, they'd get him->haystack. I told haystack his girlfriend Jenny Craig called and she wants him to come back. I told him that it's sad that he chose haystack because 'bubba' was taken...and that with a dude his size-it's no wonder they can't find the needle(in a haystack). I twittered this to him a while back. I know Eminem can hold his own against this dude. It just makes me mad when people talk crap about Eminem so I do what i can to help defend him too. even against my mom. lol ;) anywho, i think haystack decided to leave eminem alone (or i hope so) or he best believe he's going to have to put up with me also...lol ;)

favorite songs...

hey! if you could pick an old favorite song that isn't a hip hop/rap song, what would it be and why? :)

thanks! :)

4 bein my friend on here. :)

Hello :)

Hope ur not really 90 lol.Have a good one xx

yo dude

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hey :)

Hey! I like that pic u got up of Em! It's a good photo of him! very original 2-I haven't seen that one...anyways, i hope all is going well with ya. have a nice day! :)

yo!

Thanks! Yours too, pretty fitting for the site.

And

that's one of my fav sign ins hopefully it is meaningful to ya!

Hey there

Nice Pic!

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